I had a baby... I got pregnant, carried her for 10 months and then pushed her tiny body out of mine. It's crazy.
That's what I say to everyone.. this is one hell of a ride this transition into parenting. The first month and a half seemed to go by pretty smoothly. Somehow I found the time to sleep...maybe not eat all so well but Most importantly I found the time to sleep.
Lately I find myself being cranky. Everything ia starting to bug me...my house is a mess and I feel like I'm slowly going insane. All I can do is say... I'm frustrated.
Last week my partner worked 75 hours. How can I expect him to do anything when he gets home but unwind and sleep? Ah sleep... How I miss thee.
The first 6 weeks I didn't count how much i slept, but James worked in the evenings... So we would atleast sleep in and Delilah was good with that... But the past 2 weeks he got a new job where he has to be there for 630 and be picked up at 4. So we barely sleep. I dont see him and I feel like I'm slowly falling a part.
I have found in the 3 years of being together we only get frustrated with each other when we don't see each other.... We are there again.
And Delilah has decided that she wants to feed constantly again. So I must leave this here. And go feed my tiny milk gremlin.
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