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Saturday, August 05, 2023

20 years

 My phone has 1 percent and its hooked up to this little mobile pack barely charging at the rate its using energy. I just did 2 tik tok videos and it crashed in between. I have so mich in my head.... So many memories are flooding through me. This whole journey brought to this moment. This time. Today.

I think the reason people arent fighting is 2 fold. 1 that we dont want to fight... We want things to be peaceful. We want things to end gracefully. We are all trying to hold on to this life we created and we are so attached to it that we dont want to let go.


And 2. We are so miserable that we are hoping secretly of a shift so grande that our hearta burst with hope. If we fought... What would we be fighting for? To continue on our miserable lives where we end up dying with alzheimers? Not remembering a thing?


Or perhaps we create the life we want by jumping into the mystic.


Thats what this journey has been. Coveting memories and good deeds.

I came here because ive been trying to create the constitution for the Wandering Footprint. Right now i thought i want to add that. That we covet good memories and good deeds. Thats what we are trying to build...those are the people we want to support. Because memories are the most treasured things and sharing memories with others makes them even better.


What do people toil for 40 weeks/year? 2 weeks hanging out with their family... Mostly in nature or exploring. So why not make life that? Why not create a network that supports that? Why not support eachother through that? Why not create the world we want?


You can follow the past what? 16 years of my life here. I chose my life. I took responsibility.. And i learned to be greatful for all the pain and suffering. For what it was pointing towards.


I still have room to grow and i will forever be growing. But what i know is i wouldnt have done it any other way and i believe others would be happier for choosing a similar path to me. Wandering with love. 


Love wins

God wins

 We win