Thank-you for the love.

Thank-you for the love you gave me...
even if it was for just a moment.

Thank-you for the love you gave me...
even if it was just for a minute.

Thank-you for the love you gave me...
even if it was just for an hour...

Thank-you for the love you gave me...
even if it was just for a night.

Thank-you for the love you gave me...
even if it was for just a week...

Thank-you for the love you gave me...
even if it was just for a month....

Thank-you for the love you gave me...
even if it was just for a season....

Thank-you for the love you gave me...
even if it was just for a year...

Thank-you for the love you gave me...
even if it was just for a decade..

Thank-you for the love you gave me...
even if it was just for a lifetime..

Thank-you for the love you gave me...
even if it was just for a lifetime...

Thank-you for the love you gave me...
even if it was just for eternity...

Thank-you for the love you gave me...
even if it was just for a moment...

Everyday I see love...or am blessed by feeling love in my heart... my heart is so warmed.. and I am comforted... however, what almost automaticall comes from that love is the comeplete and utter fear of losing that love... having it dissapear into the abyss of existance.. as fast as it came...

I try desperately to hold on to love.. only to have it dissapear faster than it came...

Allowing love to come.. in and then out is an art, I have yet to master... it is so easy to start wondering what you did wrong to lose the love... what you did wrong.. self-pitty... self deprication... self-hate...

it is such a gift to feel that intense love from and for another human being.. even for a split second... why oh why are we so crushed at the loss of it? Why not embrace how lucky we were to experience it?

I always feel ripped off it was love for just a short time... and then I came up with this in my head...

Thank-you for the love you gave me..
even if it was for just a moment...

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Thank-you for the love you gave me..
even if it was just for an eternity...

because its all perspective... a moment is in itlsef eternity.. and instead of grieving the loss of something so special we should all be so thankful love found us in that moment.. that for a brief time we created that devine space for GOD.. for love, for the devine to show up in our lives..

And I also must thank-you for giving me the space to be me.. and let me love you... cause you also created that perfect moment.. even it was for just a moment...

I wonder if we've been playing htis game through lifetimes... teasing eachother... showing up at the perfect time to remind eachother that love... deep.. unconditional, heart stopping breath taking away kind of love is out there... we just have to be available.. and accept its timing in our lives...

I also am learning that love can show up in so many different ways.. and to stop only seeing love as one specific manifestation. Love is everywhere.. no matter how scared you are. From a smile, to a sweet smell, to a wink, a touch, a look, a kiss, a tear, an orgasm, a breath, a word, a call, and even silence... love shows up in the form of people trying to protect us from themselves. Even though it hurts... to accept this kind of love is exceptional, because its being greatful for something that doesn't seem great.... but if you see the love... then all is again right in the world...

So... I say..

Thank-you for the love we shared...
even if it was just for a moment

Thank-you for the love we shared...
even if it was just for a minute.

Thank-you for the love we shared...
even if it was just for an hour.

Thank-you for the love we shared...
even if it was just for a night.

Thank-you for the love we shared...
even if it was just for a day.

Thank-you for the love we shared...
even if it was just for a weekend.

Thank-you for the love we shared..
even if it was just for one week.

Thank-you for the love we shared...
even if it was just for a month.

Thank-you for the love we shared...
even if it was just for a season.

Thank-you for the love we shared...
even if it was just for a year.

Thank-you for the love we shared..
even if it was just for a decade.

Thank-you for the love we shared...
even if was just for a lifetime.

Thank-you for the love we shared...
even if it was just for eternity.

Thank-you for the love we shared...
even if it was just for a moment.